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Monday, November 20, 2006

i remind all ;
this is gonna be an emo post .
cause i aint feeling good now , listen to my thoughts .
God ;
i pray that you'll take away all these negative thoughts and
fill my mind with positive and joyful ones . (:

hais . hais . hais .
i'm suddenly reminded of our past friendships .
wuqianjin . xingan.baobei . zuikeai.xiaokeai.haokeai . bestbuddy .
we used to be so close . yet now so far apart ..
we used to share secrets ; do things together ..
we used to promise ; no secrets among any of us ..
but no more secrets are shared within us now ..
or should i say , secrets are just shared within some small groups of each ?
maybe barhs ; i also wonte know anyways .
donte mind mie saying all these .
i just need to let it all off my heart ..
i'm not blaming anyone larhs ; its not any of us derh faults .
i just find it so ke xi . we used to share such close friendship .
but i still wanna thank all of yoo individually . (:

♥ wanling.xingan.bestbuddy;wuqianjin --
heys . we've known each other since young right ?
so many years lerhs . its been a joy growing up with ya .
thanks for once being by my side when i'm almost breaking down .
thanks for once treating mie as your bestbuddy . (:
i`ll never forget those times we shared so deeply ;
never forget those times we cried together in the rain ;
laughing like insane as san ge feng zi in that car .
really happy to have yoo in my life ,
though now we're not so close anymore .
i`ll constantly keep yoo in my prayer ;
that yoo`ll be alright from everything thats coming or have came into your life .
take cares . -- <33s

♥ xiaoxuan.haokeai;wuqianjin --
(: though i may not know yoo for long ,
but we had this really good friendship before .
and i really tresure it alort . i`ll never forget .
those times we went sentosa together ;
zilian together ; happy together ; sad together ..
thanks for being so understanding ,
listening to mie cry during mid night over the phone ;
going out with mie early in the morning ..
i know now your life is in a mess , and i donte know how can i help yoo .
i may not be a very good friend ; but i`ll surely be there if yoo need mie .
samely ; i`ll constantly keep yoo in my prayer .
take cares . i donte wanna see yoo so sad anymore . -- <33s

♥ jiahui.xiaokeai;wuqianjin --
loves ! you're still with mie .
but we donte have those memorable moments anymore .. ):
sadded . still rmb we go find jess that time ?
soooo funny . ;D along the way ; we like siaos lidhats .
but that was part of our memo-s too . (:
although we got silly quarrels over lil lil things ;
we always managed to continue our friendship .
xiexie for those memorable memories .
take care ; and continue to grow in God . -- <33s

♥ celia;wuqianjin --
heyheys . among all can say mie and yoo is most not close wan larhs ,
but i still treat yoo like a sister lidhats . (:
we donte have much memories to speak of ;
and i donte know along the road will yoo and i become close .
nevertheless ;
i`ll keep those days in school soending time with ya in my mind forvever .
even if its just going to recess ; bpp together .
take cares ; with many loves . -- <33s

some random people ; thanks alort .
they helped mie a great deal or listened to my nonsense . great friends they are (:

♥ cuizhen --
thanks alort for taking medicine and breakfast to my hse when i`m sick all that .
thanks alort for caring and listening to mie when i`m truely down ..
we may not be very close friends yets ;
but yoo do make a great friend . and i meant great . (:
forgive mie ; hitting yoo for nothing ,
scolding yoo just because i`m down etc .
i appreciate your care and concern for mie .
xiexie ni soooooooooooo much . loves -- <33s

♥ sitong --
sister ! we grew up together also . (:
there may be times when we quarrelled ;
but still we had times when we go crazy together ..
each time i feel sad ;
i`ll come to yoo & yoo`ll hear my sorrows .
thanks so much .
may it be mie and my parents quarrel or anything else ,
yoo never fail to give mie advise and comfort mie ..
even though now yoo may not be able to see this post ;
i really wanna thank yoo personally (:
THANKS sister ; and grow to become a shepherd quickly .
JIAYOU in your walk with God . -- <33s

♥ xiaojun --
heyheys . thanks alort yeahs ? (:
for listening to mie say so much rubbish all that ..
think yoo donte believe in friendships as much as i do .
but nvm ! yoo`ll experience true friendships in church . trust mie .
lols ; and thanks for cheering mie up with your act cuting ..?
hahahs . so cute , twinkle twinkle lil star uhs ?
yeahs . take cares & jiayous in your walk with god .
i`ll keep yoo in my prayer toos . -- <33s

♔ i treasure each and every friendship with all of yoo all .
hope yoo what i`m talking abt ; and know how l`m feeling . (:
blogging until here . nights people . { edited . }



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